Alright I have improved the news section of the site. Now it should be easier to sort these posts to however you want. Next I will be improving my mental health. JUST KIDING!!! nah dont worry from the last entry ive been doing a bit better. You may be wondering what I've been up to recently besides this cool website upgrade. Well I stumbled onto something PRET-TY interesting. Apparently the original developers who made LOKAM Dating Sim have gone missing. There isn't much info about it. However there is a lot of talk about some serial killer going after the lead developer. So everyone is saying theyre dead. But the official story is that they are jsut missing and locals arent buying it. Whats creepier though is that soon after they were announced missing, a new company named Abjure Works started a remake project of that game. Called LOKAM Dating Sim ABJURED. (naming a game after your company?)
Quote from IndieCheese --- We are deeply saddened by the mysterious disappearances of the original development team," says Abjure Works lead developer Ronnie Summerarian. "But we have to move forward. This remake serves as a tribute to the orignal LOKAM Dating Sim, as well as the original developers." We decided to inquire Ronnie about how faithful it will be to the LOKAM* DOESNT KNOW IMoriginal. "A lot it is finetuned and greatly superior to the original, but does not sacrifice the original game's quality. It's just updated, for a new generation." But one must ask- why not create a new LOKAM game, instead of just remaking your old one? "I decline to comment."
one must ask. Do these guys...KNOW?
Ive wanted to forget about LOKAM and this stupid site. Why did I think it ws a good idea to even make a site in the first place? To get the truth out, that was the original idea. But who is going to read this before the end times? Hell, who's going to believe me. Al I have to show is shitty .exe "horror" games and YouTube videos who, from a first glance, is just from some kid having fun. But thee is more to it... and if someone is out there reading this who ***GETS IT*** then maybe that's all I need.
"Ignorance is bliss." Do you think life would be better knowing that there isn't a tickng time bomb waiting to kill reality? If that sounds absurd, how about the everyday panic knowing that "I will die someday." What if you never had that dread. What if you never thought about death? Would it make it easier to accept? But I think it's poitless to even consder that. Once you have knowlege of death you're not going to forget it. That's how it's like for me. Knowing the truth of LOKAM is not something I'm ever going to get. It's not something I can explain, only show. Does that make sense?
It's funny when I typed the phrase "ignorance is bliss" right then I had glimpse of some video game character. It was a human character, in a crimson red overalls and a crimson red hat to mattch. Blue overalls (but what other colors can overalls be in) and a mustache. He was fighting some monster I don't know how to describe it b ut he was notably very green. had sharp teeth and huge spikes on his back, and a giant golden crown on his head. The red man seemed to be fighting for the green monsters crown..
(I know i know I'm not a great artist but here is my depiction of what I saw)
I instinctly knew it was from a video gaem despite never seeing it before... yes, I'm still having the sense of Deja Vu. But I've come to understand at as the influence of LOKAMII. Somehow he has cursed me. He has possessed my life and at least once a day, I go "Hey this is like Hazbin Hotel" or some nonsense like that. (Don't even bother looking it up, NOTHING like always.) It's fucked up because I am so sure of it but can't prove it. It reminds me of LOKAM as its whole. That I am cursed with this knowledge and no one will believe me.
no one will ever understand what I say and I am horified.
Is any of this readable or am i just rambling i think im rambling agian but i dont care because at leas one operson is reading itand knows who ia am and lokam and thats good and youre good and im not good im terribl.e. What can I do to make us forget?
Sometimes in the corner of my eye I swear I see something... what I thought was fictional is now reality. I swear I see LOKAMIX, grinning at me from every corner in my house. He's stalking me because he wants to torture me. I felt his presence ever since I got into game design... before I even started diving into the reality that is LOKAM. It was his hand which forced me to make my first game. It was rudimentary, but needed to be made. It held a secret message from him. I don't know what it's supposed to mean. But it felt right putting it in. And no one knows its there. Not like anyones played it, but even if you did you'd need to do a specific order of events to access it. You could go out of bounds in certain stages to access images which showed parts of a code. It played a sound which was... fitting. It was hard to describe why it was fitting but it just felt perfect. Once you got all the numbers, you could access a secret cheat menu. And inputting it in just tells you that it's not even used in the game. But another game. One that doesn't exist yet... but will exist.
This is the nature of LOKAMXII. Hints in the universe foreshadowing his eventual existence. LOKAMIX must've wanted that. That must've been the intent. Maybe it's just to taunt LOKAMII and show how powerless they are... but to be honest I'm pretty scared of II. They just seem like your average socially awkward manchild. My mind keeps thinking the term "brony" is good but I don't really know what it means (check the first post here for context to my deja vu). But II also loves killing. Inbetween his viewings of fandom shippong content he watches vieos of fathers being beheaded in front of their families. And for every AMV there is a factory accdient. It's the same thing to him. He's confused reality for fiction... and a loss of grip of reality can lead to violence.
12/14/2022
Updated the site with some more content. There is now a GUESTBOOK so you can submit stuff which will be found at the very bottom at the page. I'll try to chekc it when I can. I found some stories. I will link them here since I don't think they belong in the main section of the site.
I also added some questions to the Lokam Dating Sim part of the page. They just kind of came to me, the similar deja vu situation as I described in my last newspost. Someone else has asked these questions I don't think it was really me if that makes sense. But it was conjured it my mind. Anyway I don't think LokamII is aware of this site at least. Which is a good thing. Even if they do figure it out I highly doubt they'd be able to hack it and remove this info. Though I don't think they want it removed. I think hiding information is some kind of sick game to them. They don't have any reason to hide the information like they do. Unless they do have a reason and they're hiding that reason. In which case that's really stupid of me to even consider.
A few weeks after I feel into the LokamII rabbithole, I started getting these weird feelings of deja vu. Like I've seen these posts before. Or that I've known them in a past life. And even weirder is that I kept getting these weird thoughts when doing things. I have a multi-monitor setup, and I use that to keep tabs on all the Lokam shit. The reddit, youtube, that sort of thing. And when I was monitoring all those things I had this thought... "this is a lot like five nights at freddys." What the fuck is five nights at freddys? Why did i think that just then? I was so confident with the thought. It almost came naturally. I looked up the phrase "five nights at freddys" and coudln't find anything. It just seemed to be a random phrase.
And then things like that would happen again. I was reading lokamii's comic, Deltafekk, and I could predict each event that would happen. Admitably not always with 100% accuracy, but there was a confidence with each guess. Like I've read it a decade ago or something. But Lokamii wasn't online a decade ago. And judging from the way they type I highly doubt they're even 10 years old. But it just bugged me. And when I saw those videos of that brown bear character, I knew it was that "five nights at freddys" thing. There was nothing really pointing to it but... I just knew it somehow.
I checked my notes some day after that. There, under the entry for LokamVIII, was a description that sounded like it was describing me. IT had many of my life details. My past romantic endavors and memories only I would know. All in my notes for that. But I didn't remember writing that at all. Was someone hacking my computer? And if that was the case, why would they change this specific file? How would they know those things about me? I didn't really know how to deal with a problem like that so I just used my antivirus to scan for viruses, sweating the whole time. And when it was finally finished, much to my horror and confusement, I saw it detected a single virus, and it was named Trojan-LokamII. But it couldn't remove it. Every time I tried to remove the file, the program responded with something like "if you try to remove me ill stab you." With mispellings and all. I think LokamII possessed my computer. And now I'm worried if he's gonna hack my site too. So, if anything weird happens ever, I'll try to get on it. I used a different computer to make this site so im hoping they wont find it. But if they do... you know what happened.
You know what's fucked up too? Right when I was about to finish typing this... I had one of those deja vu moments again. I thought "man, this is just like that creepypasta FUnnymouth." And I looked it up and it doesn't fucking exist.